She turns to me and asks, "What happened to all of us?"
And I shrug my shoulders and answer, "I have no idea."




♥samantha

The first step of recovery is admitting you have a problem.

I admit it:

I'm absolutely terrified.

Maybe now I can look at a college application without wanting to throw up.





♥samantha

So, I had to work concessions yesterday because one of the girls couldn't get a ride. Bad enough, I know. Worse: I was hit on yesterday by a man who seemed to be in his mid-twenties and still living with his mother. The conversation is as follows, with my thoughts in italics.

*

"Are you doing anything this weekend?"

What's this weekend again? What's today? I can't remember...

"Probably, yes."

*hands over concessions ordered, money is exchanged*

"So, how about a phone number?"

Eh, how about not?

"I don't think so."

"Why not?"

Let's see, how about the fact that you look ten years older than me and you're kind
of ugly?

"I don't give my phone number out to random people, sorry."

"How about my number?"

How about you go away?

"Eh..."

I think my eye is twitching from the burning. My god, I bet I look like a stoner. Heh. Heh heh.

"Or are you not interested?"

Hit the nail on the head, buddy."

*says nothing, puts money in register, shoots frantic "SAVE ME!" looks at Ryan, who is
oblivious :)*

"I'll give it to you anyway." *writes down number and hands it over* "I'll be expecting a call."

You won't be getting it, mister. This is going in the t-r-a-s-h.

"Oookay. Enjoy your movie."

"Oh, I will."

Please go awaaayyyyyyy.

*he leaves and disappears in a theatre*

"Ryaaaannnnnn!"

*

Needless to say, Ryan found it hilarious. Julie did too. And Megan told me that it happpened to her loads of times, not to worry about it. And me? Well, I was quite disturbed. I mean, I've been hit on before, but it's usually more GUYS MY AGE than anything, not someone who looks ten years older. Ech.

My eye is slightly better, I'm going without my right contact because when I went to put it in, my eye burned.

I effing hate allergy season, don't you?


♥samantha

I'm going to sing a song from Wicked for showcase next week. Thought you ought to know.

♥samantha

WE'RE FINALLY SENIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my dream

i sit back down after reading a paper
a story i wrote for the class
which i thought was bad
someone takes my hand
rubs it softly
it's warm and i shiver
i turn and look to see who it is
it's him
he smiles at me and whispers
"that was a really good"
i blush and mumble
"thanks"
my heart starts beating faster
my face heats up
he squeezes my hand
he tilts his head and leans in towards my
as if
to kiss me
his breath is hot
and i'm about to kiss him

and i wake up

and i could still feel it.

Mainly to my LIVEJOURNAL friends: Lynsey, Lindsey, Katie, Eric, Patrick...

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Dorthea Lange

More about my BETA-fun weekend later.

I'm going to a youth rally, so call me or something.

Spanish words? Anyone?

NEW BROADBAND OMG LIKE WOAH.

Love. I heard the phone ring and someone is on the phone while I'm online. Sweeeeeeet.

New email: dancinqueen17@fewpb.net

yeah, email me yo.

anyway, that's all for now.

much luff,
sam

No, have you lost your sense completely?!

(crashing and destroying of the very good-looking but weird statue)

Oh, I have forgotten how much I love old disney movies. They're really gone downhill. Little Mermaid has to be my favorite disney movie of all time. ANd now that I have it on DVD... bwhaha. It was like that with Aladin for a while. I love listening to the songs on old movies, maybe I'm just a sappy person like that. (especially the Kiss The Girl song, ^_^ ) OOO, and poor unfortunate souls is coming on.

"We musn't darken doorways. It's RUDE..."

Oh, and WE SCORED! My dad and I's soccer team SCORED three times! THREE! BRANDY scored!(so did my sister) Of course, we lost, 3 to 7. But we lost to the team who previously beat us 12 to nothing. We so rock, and I'm so proud. ^_^

You have your looks! Your pretty face. And DON'T underestimate the importance of body lauguage, ha!

Oh, my favorite song. Next to kiss the girl. And that one song on Aladin. (which i can't spell)

I cleaned my car windows. And vacuumed the leafs out. I need to wash the carpet, where my sister sits has mud all over the floor. I'm starting to learn that I need to settle with what I have. I mean, I may not ever be like some of the kids (well, all, most...) at school and have a nice car. But it runs and... well, it describes me, in a way. Because, after all, I am a dented 16 year old who is red with a broken mirror. Oh, well. One more month, and they promised to fix my mirror by then. One more month, and I can drive on my own. (only, I just learned that my dad doesn't know how to parallel park very well. so i may be screwed. i'll have to get Chas to help me soon)

Oh, and I was bored, so I am now playing the song game. Don't we all love that song game? I did 30 songs, so you all have enough to go around. (concidering my various tastes in music, everyone has a shot) Oh, you know the rules. Hopefully. Just humor me.

1. Stoplight, lock the door
2. I've been looking in the mirror for so long
3. The circus has fallen down on its knees
4. I'm standing on the bridge
5. Well I'll wait til you listen, I won't say a word
6. There you are, in the early light of day
7. Ooo I'm so glad you came, you are the cutest thing
8. If you wanna live, let live
9. They made you Cinderella, you hoped it would come true
10. I've done everything as you say
11. Tell me what's wrong with society
12. This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
13. Beauty queen of only eighteen
14. Do you remember when, we were way back then
15. I'm obsessive when just the thought of you comes up
16. I can't seem to catch my breath, it's in front of me, behind your lips
17. I dig you, you dig me, we went as far we we felt like going
18. Penny just hit the wall, she never had it all
19. I'm bringin sexy back
20. i know you like me
21. 2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
22. I reside in 209, you're in 208
23. please, please forigive me
24. we've been down the bottom
25. this time, this place
26. What's the time?
27. roxanne, you don't have to put on that red light
28. i am all afraid, of losing everything
29. i can see the red white and free in you
30. you said I got something to say

Well, that's about all I can ramble on for now. I guess I'll talk to you later.

<3, ham/mione/sam

Is anyone going to Lindsay Harp's visitation service tomorrow? I'm seriously thinking about it, but I'm not sure.

I just feel so bad for Jamie.

I can't believe it's been five years.

I'm watching something on the history channel right now. Watching those towers fall... I just can't believe it.

All those people that died and it seems that everyone is trying to forget but you just can't...

We were in the 6th grade. We were just ten, eleven.

It's insane. It's horrible, it's just evil...

I don't want to watch this but I can't help it. It's just kind of hypnotizing, sickening. It makes you want to cry, and I think I'm about to.

What's strange is... we'll be telling our children about this. We lived history. A sick, twisted turning point in America's history. Maybe its a good thing, maybe it's bad. Both.

We need God. We really do.

<3, samantha

dont even ask, just read part of it. at the least. wow.

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Well, I went shopping too...
and I happen to love my clothes

Fashion bug-
pink and white camoflauge pants

gabriel brothers (my new favorite store)-
aeropastle jeans (my firstdayofschool jeans)
abercrombie jeans (the most confmy pair I own next to my levis, and they were just $12 so I was like "I want these.")
brownish cargos
sweat pants (love them sooo much)
adorable purse
4 random shirts
pirate shirt (and it's pink.)

JC pennys-
froggy shirtreally cute guitar shirt

KY corner-
blue sweatshirt type deal

Other:
shoes shoes shoes shoes shoes
AND
haircut.

you'll just have to wait a day to see that one. ha.

I just wanted you all to know... my legs are realllly smooth right now. It's like.. unhuman. They're all silky and I shaved them yesterday. I love my new razor.

Another thing: How come my sister gets all the guys who are sweet, and I',m stuck with... well, you know. she met a gyu who wrote on her picture "i loved spending this week with you, you're very bright and beautiful". GOd, I'd kill to have a guy tell me I was beautiful. Not kill, you know what I men, but... no guy has ever told me that and the fact that my sister has been told that many times, and had all the guys at her camp, like, in love with her... why did I have to be the ugly one?

Sorry, I'm having a bit of a moment.

Just to let all know...

I am no longer in English 3 AP.

And I am leaving Sunday, so start writing your letters, people.

Love, Sam

I'll be at camp July 23rd through the 28th. Send me stuff, you all!!!!! (Because sometimes if you get a lot of letters you get free things, lol!)


EMAIL:

campcalvary@juno.com

(You must put my name as the email subject! And no bad things, the dean reads the emails, lol!)


SNAIL MAIL:

Samantha Denney
Camp Calvary
475 Camp Calvary Lane
Mackville, KY 40040

(mail has to be send by wendsday night or else it won't get there)


Okay, well, I may update once more before I leave. But in case I don't, bye-bye! See you all soon! (After all, when I get back, school starts in 18 days!!!! EEEKKK!!!)

My weekend hasn't been as eventful as Lindsey's. But it has been intersting. Heather is leaving for ANOTHER week of camp. That makes 2 weeks. I'll be gone next week, which means... THREE WEEKS WITHOUT MY SISTER!!! I have to say, it'll be one of the best three weeks of my life.

Went to see Posiden today. Depressing movie. Emmy Rossum is a good actress. I ate only one brown paper bag (actually 3/4 of one) of popcorn, and I've been sick all night. Watched the first Harry Potter movie and made some observations that forshadow book 6. I'm a geek, I'm sorry. But yes, I did.

Today makes day 2 without my 20-min workout on the treadmill. I feel incredibly bloated. I need to do at least 40 minutes tomorrow, or I might as well give up looking halfway decent in that dress I got for fall homecoming. I look foward to walking/running with my new nickelback CD. (my daddy got it for me, *squee*!)

Well, that'a about it. I'll post soon with the camp address and hope for mail. I like mail. You all send my mail, or email, and you'll get a picture of a cute guy. I promise. I'll find one for you if you mail me.

Loves from,

Sam

(ps) look at my ICON!! It SoOoOoOo rocks. (not that I made it, I got it form ym community!)